I still don't know what to do, but I guess I've got a thing. Everyday, every time I see him, I'm in love with him all over again... even much bigger than before. OMG. And the thing is that, every single thing, even just a little thing he does, distracted me. Oh God, what is it with me :|
For example, when he's on Y!m, I feel so happy even if he doesn't IM me. I just love it when we're doing something mutual. Or else, when he liked my status on Facebook, I felt like getting a mini heart-attack. I'm not exaggerating it, you know.. I really did. I got a mini heart-attack when I his name popped on my Facebook Notification. Aaaa, this is killing me slowly.
I don't know what to do with this feeling. My heart tells me that I love him so much, for sure. But my mind tells me that I shouldn't love him. Because there are so many consequences if I do. For example, our friendship will be broken if he knows that I love him this much... as a man (not only as a bestfriend).
God, I really really don't know what to do. This feeling is torturing me yet makes me happy. Oh My God...
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